Existential Crisis

I don’t know if I should call it insecurity or fear or if it’s foreshadowing, but I have this feeling and I can’t seem to get my head past it. My heart keeps pushing, but our past has my mind racing. I can’t deny the part I’ve played and you know my faults much better than I do. You see me more clearly than I see myself. You are realistic in your expectations of me & knowing everything you still love me. I never thought that we’d be in this place-where I no longer feel like I deserve you. So, here I am wondering if maybe you know that you should expect more and I’ll never be able to amount to that. I look into your eyes and all I see is love. I don’t understand how, but that’s all…just love.